just my not so secret place where I can save all the things that turn me on that I wouldn't ever tell another human in my closest friends or family that I kind of almost sort of hope someone finds and links to me and confronts me with it so I'm made to face my fear and come out to my loved ones about how much I love to give up my control to my own minds compartmentalized secondary "personality", that is entirely built from the images and the behaviors of all the most notable female adult film actresses from the last decade or so, and the thoughts she's been given freedom to explore and let take the light on occasion when in a safe environment to explore a fetish. But something's different now, she's starting to make me think she wants to stretch her long smooth legs and run with the wind
